Friday, October 4, 2013

我喜欢你吗?



不,我爱。因为…… 喜欢,是淡淡的爱;爱,则是深深的喜欢。

It's surprisingly and happy to believe that we are together for more than 1,000 days already. I told him about the approaching of anniversary 2 months ago when I was still on the way counting the days, he said he feels like it is only 1 year!! There's a saying goes "Who travels for love finds a thousand miles not longer than one" 在爱人眼里,一千里的旅程不过一里。This is a good sign proving that he doesn't feel dull at all being with me, how delightful I am to hear the answer though it is as simple as few words.

I'm writing this now, indicating that one more year has passed. This post is dedicated to all the beautiful things you have done for me, all the times that you have stood by me and protected me, everything you have given me, especially love and your heart!

Dear,

世上有一种爱,不能用语言去形容、表白,只能用心去体会。它没有白头偕老的约定,更没有海誓山盟的誓言。它是长在我们心里的蔓藤,是一种经历。我们能走在一起是缘分,能一起在走是幸福!
于千万人之中,遇见你要遇见的人,没有早一步,也没有晚一步。也许上天会在我们遇到梦中人之前安排我们先遇到别人;这样在我们终于遇见心仪的人时,便应当心存感激。No one is perfect. You are not, neither me. You are not going to quote poetry or you are not thinking about me every moment, I will hold onto you and give you the most I can though you will make mistakes (except cheating on me) because perfect guy don't exist, there's always one guy who is perfect for me.

Life is not a bed of roses. 人生的道路不能一帆风顺,爱的路程也有风雨。We do not argue face to face, as little as conflict happened only 1 time per year nor the cold war lasted more than 1 day. 爱在宽容中永恒。其实,争执在很多时候,没有留下任何输赢,却失去了很多本应珍惜的感情。所以,我们千万别把大部分的生命浪费在感情不和的纠葛中。I'm happy that we grow more and more mature in relationship whereby everything can be discussed and settled through communication. 

I'm quite agree with this quote "Love is not finding someone to live with; it's finding someone you can't live without". When I meet any trouble, the first person I have to just look for you because you're the one understand me so well other than my family. I always tend to get irritating by some morons especially the past few months, but the only one I will seek the comfort from is you. In the end your one smile will liberate my mind. For every time we are going to have a date, just the thought of being with you the next day is enough to get me through the day. Yes! You are my greatest refreshment!

You walk into my life suddenly and make me see why it never worked out with anyone else. People never ask me what are my weaknesses. I would say one of my weaknesses is definitely you. We'd been through a lot occasions. The more boys I meet, the more I realize that it's only you I want to be with.

1. We worked together in Cacpsb and had the annual dinner. You're proud of me for getting the awards.
2. We spent Christmas morning at church. I witnessed your work.
3. Your good friends graduated. We are happy for them.
4. Last gathering with your coursemates. You BBQ alot for me.
5. We're having dinner on Valentine's Day. You're so handsome.
6. I follow you to your pre-wedding job at Johor. Had fun & helped a little.
As mentioned above, you're busy for client's pre-wedding shooting. I, on the other hand playing around, watching the way you worked, helping to carry equipments & seeing how happiness the couple were. You didn't (and don't) find me irritating but you worry that I got boring. However, being with you doing absolutely nothing means absolutely everything to me. 恋爱时,干傻事总是让我感到十分美妙。你认真的时候特别迷人,至少对我而言。有时候,听到一些事,明明不相干的,也会在心中拐好几个弯想到你。So, most of the time I caught myself smiling for no reason, then only I realised I was actually thinking of you. Seriously until now, my heart will still beats fast each time when I see your new photo tagged by your friends. An example is like the photo below. Haiz, I melt (*^◎^*) It means..... I fall in love all over again every time I see you!

He travels to outstation often for the business purpose and I don't question a lot especially on his business matter. However, I wish him to inform me at least so that I can rest assured.  我们从来不玩失踪,因为如果动辄无故地失踪,会让我俩为彼此的安全而担心,就算是有过的冷战也一样。因为爱不是逃避,是努力在一起。

Talking about his business, this is his recent work. How can you be so awesome I'm so proud of you!! This is a must watch video, I like it very much!! 看了我也有股冲动想拍 pre-wedding hhahaha (≧v≦)~



Still remember that last year we travelled to Sabah, you got serious food poisoning so you looked terribly bad. You vomited, you diarrhea, you trembled, you almost dehydrated... :'( I was the one taking care of you with the helping hands of laoda & ahsou. You knew I cared and worried you more than anyone else there so I rather skipped my dinner than leaving you alone at apartment. Do you know how touch I felt when you kept asking me to eat dinner because you heard ahsou asking about my dinner while you were still sleeping and in blur condition? Frankly speaking, to me, you still look hansom as still no matter how sick you look. 50年后,当我们都老了,有谁没有皱纹、白发?有谁不会变衰老、矮小?如果你没有貌,但你有才。如果你没有才,但你温柔。如果你不温柔,但你…… 也许你什么都没有,但我正爱着你的平凡。平凡的你给了我一份平凡的爱情。看在我眼里,捧在我手心,记在我脑中,留在我心头。

We went to Redang with CAC members. Notice, you were holding me though we were just near the seacoast feeding the fishes because you know I do not know swimming. Talking about "hold hand", I still want to say, for the first time I held your hand when we just started our relationship, you didn't dare to move your hand at all and sweated a lot haha how cute!! When I hold your hand, I feel so secure and at peace because our love is so pure and so true, it glows with every passing day.

Nowadays, people tend to have the love shown in the romantic Korea or Taiwan drama. For me, just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, it doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. You made me realize that love is not in the way they show in movies but in remembering the little small things which matter. For example, you brought along your towel for me to cover my body after snorkelling because you know I'm afraid of cold.

You never tell me how much you treasure me as a girlfriend of you, nor tell me you love me in front of me but only through electronic form. I know that to you, love is not how much you say "I love you" but how much you can prove that it's true. You don't say "I love you" out of habit, but you say it to remind me that I am the best thing that ever happened to you, just like last week :
Me : Do not always keep bad things to yourself, you can share unhappy things of yours with me ya. 上帝送我来,不单只是要我消受你所给的福分,也能是和你一起承担苦难的日子,聆听你倾诉。这,才是在一起。
He : God treat me well because he gave me you.
誓言这种东西无法衡量坚贞,也不能判断对错,它只能证明,在说出来的那一刻,彼此曾经真诚过。I am very touching seriously and I would like to say the same thing to you : I have received many gifts, that have been sent from above, little things and big things, your love is the greatest gift of all. If our love is not meant to be, then He would not have given you to me.

You always walk or sit at my left side. 也许你不懂…… 站/坐在我左边,那样你离我的心更近一些了。我要的幸福,不是长生不老、不是大鱼大肉,而是在每一个微小的生活中愿望达成。我也多想一个不小心就和你白头偕老。I don't always say I love you in front of public, but here I am to tell you Happy 3 years anniversary my dear. There is only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you : I love you.

4 comments:

jay_yap89 said...

swweeeeettttt!!!

P3nguin said...

Happy to see you have him....
Stay sweet ya~~ =)

shien said...

urm, hen sweet! hahaha 继续甜蜜蜜!btw, your dear macam thin a lot d(especially last pic). feed him more food ah mui lol

QIN said...

Jay Yap : Hahha.. Thankiuuuu!! :D
Pei Yun : Haha. Xie xie ahmei XD
Shien : Xim tia. A lot people told me that ><